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Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 6/13/2008 05:26:00 PM

First, I have to apologize for not updating and not appearing online for such a long period of time. I have painful reasons, my grandfather just passed away. It's a very heartbreaking news and I have to confess that I don't want grandpa too leave so soon. The news came to me when I just came back from bintulu at 8 or 9 pm on the 11th of June. I haven't slept in my own house for like a week and didn't went to school for a week too.
My grandpa left so suddenly. I didn't have the guts to believe that he left so soon. However, I would have to face reality sooner or later. It's painful and heartbreaking. I remember playing in grandpa's house back in serian when I was a little girl. I love the sweet potatoes he grew there. I would never have another chance to taste the sweetness of the sweet potatoes again..
Grandpa didn't have any serious illness recently. He was quite healthy, I must say. On that morning, he even managed to walk to the shops nearby to buy YOUCHARKUEH and DAWAN. The saddest part was, we were suppose to celebrate Father's Day with grandpa on 12/06/2008.
During the funeral procession, the grandsons didn't cry, me and my cousin, kAyII were in tears when we saw our granny cry. For the first time, I see my granny losing control. That made me cry too. Granny probably loved grandpa a lot, she just couldn't let him go so soon. Grandpa's death must have scarred her heart so deeply.. Hope granny can get over it, we wolud be there for you, Granny.
A person comes and goes in our lives, it's just a matter of time. I realized that when grandpa left. I would have to be stronger and face reality. Nobody's immortal & everybody would die someday, just that we don't know when. Thanks to my friends and the people who gave me emotional support when I was going through the pain and sadness of losing my beloved grandfather. I appreciated it.
Sorry to Q. I didn't have the time to accompany you and made you felt sad too, because of my grandpa's death. You still didn't get impatient, thank you. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most. mwahx. You are always on my mind.
Finally, I need to say that I wouldn't be at home at night till next thursday. And I'm not going to school on tuesday but I'll be there on monday. So, anything please contact my handphone, there's no other way. And I guess my next post would be after next tuesday. Toodles.

Posted by lifen♔ at 6/13/2008 05:26:00 PM
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