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1. The name's Ho Li Fen but hey, please call me Lifen :) Not in any funny way though, it pisses me off sometimes.
2. I'm born on, *080692* ; and yeappp, I'm the typical Gemini, mouthy and talkative!
3. Even though I look like I'm 15 but mind you, I'm old enough to drive :D
4. This handsome guy made me understood I could do whatever I want, as long as it makes me happy ♥
5. I'm striving in my university now. Trying to find a balance between my future career and my interests. FML, I hate growing up!
6. I'm getting tired of rumors, hypocrites, pressure, haters, backstabbers & people who take me for granted.
7. I love chocolate but I hate the fact that it triggers my migraine attacks :(
8. I'm a lazy pig but I hate procrastinating as well. FML, again!
9. I wanna enjoy life as it is but obviously reality doesn't allow that. So, like, wtf, FML again.. = =
10. My blog is my space to rant. It's random crap I feel about my life, love it or hate it, it's your business.
Anyhow, you can always trash in my chatbox if you really hate me that much/love me so much :)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 @ 10/29/2008 06:39:00 PM
My previous posts when there was no conection. 19th October 2008; I still can't get online, it's been four days. I miss the internet.. there's been a lot of stuff going round my head. Lots of thoughts, lots of decisions, lots of circumstances.. I'm drowning in my current condition, I fell deeply into this trap, or should I say, my sweet escape? Guess so.. One day, things would end like that, abruptly and without a notice. I might break down in tears, I might turn stronger. Who knows? But, I don't feel like growing out of protection yet. I'm getting used to the feeling I have now. I can't stop myself.. I can't resist it..I know I shouldn't be acting like this. I'll regret one day, that one day, I'll be shattered.. Just because I couldn't glue myself together. My heart keeps telling me to move back and stop acting foolish. It's stupid to jump into an endless hole! It's stupid to keep my hopes up. I'll get tired eventually. Again, shattered! Hiding inside my shell, crying and sobbing.. Recovering with an injured heart, just to get over everything and try to move on.I hope that this time, I'll know how to cherish what I have. I'll know what I really want. Hope my dreams come true though. Hope that I'm doing the right decision..