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1. The name's Ho Li Fen but hey, please call me Lifen :) Not in any funny way though, it pisses me off sometimes.
2. I'm born on, *080692* ; and yeappp, I'm the typical Gemini, mouthy and talkative!
3. Even though I look like I'm 15 but mind you, I'm old enough to drive :D
4. This handsome guy
made me understood I could do whatever I want, as long as it makes me happy ♥ 5. I'm striving in my university now. Trying to find a balance between my future career and my interests.
6. I'm getting tired of rumors, hypocrites, pressure, haters, backstabbers & people who take me for granted.
7. I love chocolate but I hate the fact that it triggers my migraine attacks :(
8. I'm a lazy pig but I hate procrastinating as well. FML, again!
9. I wanna enjoy life as it is but obviously reality doesn't allow that. So, like, wtf, FML again.. = =
10. My blog is my space to rant. It's random crap I feel about my life, love it or hate it, it's your business.
Anyhow, you can always trash in my chatbox if you really hate me that much/love me so much :)
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Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 5/02/2009 09:45:00 PM
星期日，一覺睡到下午2 點還不願起床，我在旁邊叫喚他。「起床了好不好？我們出去走走，去吃東西。」N遍之後，他仍在睡。 我下樓去，走到公園時，打了他手機，我想，這下，他不得不起床了吧？ 響了好幾聲，他終於接了電話 ... 只是他告訴我的是：「妳讓我過我自己想過的生活好不好？」 突然間，我不知該如何回應 ... 倖倖然掛上電話後，一個人坐在公園裡，有點茫然有點不知所措 ... 那麼我自己的生活又是什麼呢？一個人的時候過自己的生活，兩個人的時候也各自過生活？？ 肚子餓了是唯一明確的方向，我漫步到肯德雞，點了餐，端了餐盤往樓上走~ 三三兩兩的人群，小孩的吵鬧聲在我耳邊沸騰著，我沒有感覺到煩燥，反而覺得這種人氣很好...我安靜的吃我的炸雞看我的報紙，四週喧嚷的小孩聲壓過了我心裡悲傷的低鳴聲~ 近日來，就情緒上來說，我並不太快樂 ... 我需要注入一些快樂的聲音在我的心房。 一個小時後，我離開肯德基並外帶了一份餐。 在往回家路上走著時，我重新思考著過自己生活的事情~ 我可以當作我是一個人生活，一個吃飽一個人散步一個人回家去嗎？？ 我不會，也不行 ... 我可以一個人吃飯、一個人散步，可是我不會忘了要買一份食物給在家裡的家人 ... 一個人的生活裡其實包含了兩個人。 婚姻裡，有一個很難的部份就是，你不明白什麼時候該一個人，什麼時候又該兩個人？ 而女人卻會自然而然的照料跟妳一起生活的人，也許妳照顧不了他的心情 ... 可是妳會顧及他的溫飽。 想著想著，就走到了家門口，我站在門口，有鑰匙卻沒有開門~ 我按了門鈴，他開了門....「先生，請問你有沒有叫肯德基外帶全家餐？」我站在門口對他說。 他對我笑而不答。 「沒有嗎？我送錯了啊？？」我笑。 他把東西接過手，牽著我的手進了家門。 晚上，他居然帶我去逛了夜市耶！！ 這是一件非常難得的事，因為他超討厭逛夜市 >.< 而且，他很有耐心陪我一條一條的逛著，臉上沒有一絲不耐煩。 我想，他明白 ：這是 ------ 我一個人生活時愛做的事，二個人生活時也希望可以做的事。 如果相遇，你會感到相知，那麼，有一種習慣 ─叫做陪伴。 如果陪伴，你會感到珍惜，那麼，有一種甜蜜 ─叫做存在。 如果存在，你會感到壓力，那麼，有一種善良 ─叫做 離開。 如果離開，你會感到輕鬆，那麼，有一種勇敢 ─ 叫做放棄。 忙的時候，想要休息； 渡假的時候，想到未來。 窮的時候，渴望富有；生活安逸了，怕幸福不能長久。 決定的時候，擔心結果不如預期； 看明白了，後悔當初沒有下定決心 不屬於自己的，常常心存慾望； 握在手裡了，又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆 「生命若不是現在，那是何時？」 Posted by lifen♔ at 5/02/2009 09:45:00 PM |