Owh no! Another weekend has ended, which means 2 more friggin' weeks till SPM! Trial 2 is still on & I found out.. I'm still not on the right track, I'm still taking everything too easily.. I know it ain't my style to study like a freaky nerd but this time, I'm kinda scared. 'Cause SPM decides my future, I don't want to be mee kolok chef when I grow older. I'm used to my easy going life, afraid of adulthood. Plus, I have noob cooking skills and the inability to do chores perfectly. I don't even make a good wife! D: So much for my plans of marrying a rich guy.. *pooof*!
I'm seriously worried here. Before this, I was still like "SPM lama lagi lah, no need to be so bia." But then time flies so fast and before you realise it, it's coming. This feeling feels like knowing that a massive blackhole is coming to eat us up and you have no choice but to surrender yourself in 'cause you're stuck with this crap. But I guess this is just part and parcel of life though. Someday, I'd just have to grow up and get a job, have kids, retire, grow old and have grandchildren. Pffffft! I feel so insecure. Where's a real, physical hug when you need one? Ahhhhhhhhhh!
I CAN FEEL THE PRESSURE SUFFOCATING ME!
Okay, here's some pictures about today and yesterday;