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It's killing me like hell, bloody bloody hell!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 12/08/2009 09:24:00 PM
I have a feeling that everything's going to be over, again. Yes, again. I think I'd have to brace myself for another painstaking experience that you'd be giving me. Every word of yours would pierce through my heart so accurately and persistently, leaving me helpless. There'd be nothing I could do but to break down in tears and sink into the sorrowness you sent me in.
I hope this day would not come that soon.. ); I really do hope so.. I could picture myself crying in the mirror so desperately.. I don't want this to happen too soon, just when I'm suppose to be happy.
I lost contact with you for a few days now. The sight of you account signing in made me so damn happy just now. But it was sadly, just temporary happiness.. You seem different. Your tone is different from before. You don't seem to care much anymore. After that, you took off proclaiming that you were busy, as usual. I don't want to be over sensitive or anything but I feel abandoned and unwanted. Sorry.. ); I lost contact with you again afterwards.. When you signed out.
I'm so desperate here, missing you like a crazy lady! Waiting so stubbornly in front of the monitor screen, helplessly waiting that you might somehow sign in again. But, I guess the probabilty of that event to occur is a big fat zero..
I'd come to realise that.. Maybe I'm just an illusion to you, you know? A mirage.. Something you see in, when you're helpless or lonely? Maybe I was just a substitute when she's not there.. And now, you realised that too, you just didn't want to make things too hard for me. So, you'd might just as well fade out of my life slowly? So that my pain could be eased gradually?
But I don't think that's working.. I still feel it. The heart-throbbing pain you stabbed right here.. in my heart ); Ughh, I miss you like crazy!!! Do you even care?



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Posted by lifen♔ at 12/08/2009 09:24:00 PM
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