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1. The name's Ho Li Fen but hey, please call me Lifen :) Not in any funny way though, it pisses me off sometimes.
2. I'm born on, *080692* ; and yeappp, I'm the typical Gemini, mouthy and talkative!
3. Even though I look like I'm 15 but mind you, I'm old enough to drive :D
4. This handsome guy made me understood I could do whatever I want, as long as it makes me happy ♥
5. I'm striving in my university now. Trying to find a balance between my future career and my interests. FML, I hate growing up!
6. I'm getting tired of rumors, hypocrites, pressure, haters, backstabbers & people who take me for granted.
7. I love chocolate but I hate the fact that it triggers my migraine attacks :(
8. I'm a lazy pig but I hate procrastinating as well. FML, again!
9. I wanna enjoy life as it is but obviously reality doesn't allow that. So, like, wtf, FML again.. = =
10. My blog is my space to rant. It's random crap I feel about my life, love it or hate it, it's your business.
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Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 12/11/2009 09:10:00 AM
After deep thinking for the whole night yesterday, maybe you really don't worth it. You're not worthy of my love. You kept me waiting like a sick dog and yet, you disappoint me & hurt me over & over again. I'm already so broken up inside and I'm always the last one to know that I'm not the one. Why couldn't you make your decision earlier? Why couldn't you be honest and straight forward? All that's left now is pain and scars. Honestly, I'm not happy bout your response. You always say that, it's always sorry.. To me, everything's really over now. It's time I put an end to this, time to be honest to myself. You ain't the one.. Sean was right, I should surround myself with people who loves me, not people that hurts me! Please, never ever do that to another girl again.. It hurts when your hopes are all shattered at one split second. You'll never know how much it scars.. All you could do was pick up the broken pieces and stand up again.. It's hard to do that alone, especially when everything's all fucked up like now D; It's really time for me to be strong and move on. No more waiting, no more tears, no more love songs, no more you. It's time to endure myself through this phase where I'd mature more in love. I was stupid in the past, waiting for you when I clearly knew that they weren't be any perfect endings for me. This is just sick.. I'm sick and tired of it. I doubt that I'd be eternally happy if I really did had you by my side. Things won't work out, huh? You turn me off now. I hope the peeps reading this, regardless my friends or not, could give me all the support I need to go through this. I need courage and time. Hopefully, time would cure my heavily wounded soul. Goodbye to you & all the pain you put me through and hello a new beginning, a new start!
You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
All this time i was waSting hoping you would come around i've been giving out cHances every time and all you do is let me down and its takEn me this long baby but i figured you out and you're thinking well be fine again but not this time around
CHORUS you don't have to Call -- anymore i won't pick up the phone this is the last -- straw don't wannA to hurt anymore and you caN tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did -- before you're not sorry. oh-h-h no. no. no.
you're looking so innocent i might believe you if i didn't know could've loved you all my life if you Hadn't left me waiting in the cold And you got your share of secrets and i'm tired of being last to know and now you're asking me to listen cause its worked each time before
CHORUS but you don't have to call -- anymore i won't pick up the phone this is the last -- straw don't want to hurt anymore and you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did -- before you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh. you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh.
you had me crawling for you honey and it neVer would've gonE away, no you used to shine so bright but i watched all of it fade
CHORUS so You don't have to call -- anymOre i won't pick Up the phone this is the last -- straw there's nothing left to beg for and you can tell me that you're sorry but i don't believe you baby like i did -- before you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh. you're not sorry. no, no. oh-h-hh-hh. no, no, no, no. no, no, no, no
*credits to Fiondi :) This song totally tells what the condition I'm in now. I'll move on :)
Posted by lifen♔ at 12/11/2009 09:10:00 AM 0 comments»