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I don't wanna grow up just yet :(

Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 2/06/2010 09:11:00 PM

If one day, after 20 years, you see me, old and wrinkled packing your grocery shopping in some hypermarket when you're with your kids, don' get too surprised. I probably ended up like that because I couldn't decide what I wanted to be when I was young. Plus, I couldn't even find a proper marriage partner. At that point, I would probably have "Life sucks!" written all over my face, FML..
I don't understand why I cannot choose what I want to be. Why is the society now so cruel? :( Jobs I like are usually equivalent to jobs that are not vocational. That's why my mum didn't allow me submit my form to apply for a degree in multimedia design course to The One Academy. Man... I made all the necessary preparations to apply and she said NO, a big fat NO :( And I was stuck with taking my A-levels. Mum wants me to be an engineer and work for Shell or some other oil company. I hate the sound of that, it has boredom written all over it.
After applying for A-levels, I kinda wanted to go for an architecture course and there was a scholarship available for application. I was very happy when I heard about the scholarship part, 'cause in that way, I could save money for my parents. And they wouldn't have to worry about paying big bucks for my tertiary education. However, mum insisted that I was reluctant to listen to her and should do my A-levels and not to mention about it anymore. Man, that shattered me.. don't even have to mention studying to my dad :( It's always a NO.. And he wants me to b a teacher. I don't wanna be just a teacher. :( Driving, studying.. It's all the same :(
I don't want to grow up... Growing up is a pain the ass. I feel so pressurised over this future or no future crap. It's driving me nuts!! :'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Posted by lifen♔ at 2/06/2010 09:11:00 PM
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